WOW it has been almost a year since I wrote in this blog. A lot has happened since my last entry. Only a few weeks after I wrote that one last year, I found out I was pregnant. It must have been the make-up sex we had after that separation discussion (honestly, the ONE and ONLY time we didn’t use protection – I guess it only takes once). Then, in December I had a miscarriage. Shortly after I was pregnant again (this one is a mystery…we were being VERY careful) and now I’m due in just a few weeks.
The quick update is:
I still think about leaving my husband occasionally, but the fact that he is an incredible father when he’s around always makes me reconsider. Plus, I have rediscovered that part of me that still loves him.
My son is 2!!! I can’t believe it!! I LOVE this age! It has its share of challenges, but I love it because I feel like we are really building a 2-way relationship and a very special bond between us. He makes me laugh and brightens every day.
I finally switched my son’s daycare in July and he’s SO much happier…I could write a whole blog on my daycare experiences!
Things are crazier than ever. Hubby is still in law school, working 32 hours a week (they cut back his hours in March) and trying to finish our basement. I’m trying to take care of most things with my son and work full time (I just got a new job, same company a couple weeks ago…my part time gig is up L) and trying to get ready for the new arrival. Plus, pregnancy is not good to me…it could be worse, but I suffer in many ways.
Needless to say, there is a lot on my mind and I think about this blog often. It has become LOW priority on the list, thus my blogging sabbatical. I have become a better manager of my time (I think)…this is something I have NEVER been good at. Somehow I think I can manage a blog or two a month, so here’s my first entry after a long break. Stay with me fellow mommies….keep me inspired.
